I keep watching this Arianna Sinn porn scene, and I don’t know why

I watch porn for the visuals. A big reason I don’t watch porn often is that there aren’t many visuals that capture my attention. That was until this Arianna Sinn video.

I can’t remember watching a porn scene more than once. Or even at full length. I might go back to a scene a catch a specific visual, but porn doesn’t have much rewatchability. I have watched this hardcore video of Arianna Sinn three times now. I must be going mad. Or bored. Or horny.

Like most gonzo porn, this is an elementary scene not needing many words to describe it. Arianna Sinn is the kind of adult model that’s worth the energy I put into searching for porn: chubby, huge natural tits, cute butt, cute face, plenty of bouncing. The video is merely her being boned by some dude, the type of dude that makes porn fans bitter.

He’s the generic create-a-pornstar man. He’s a comedy C-movie extra. He looks like he outkicked his coverage by getting to fuck Arianna, but truthfully we’re jealous because it doesn’t feel we are that far off from him in the looks department, yet it’s him and not us.

And the two are just doing all of the typical sex things human beings do with each other. And yet, I can’t stop watching it. It looks like perfect sex with a woman who has the perfect body because Arianna Sinn may be the perfect woman. It’s the type of scene that leads the porn commenter to type, “Marry me.” Because one day it’ll work, I swear.

I watch a digital copy of Avengers: Infinity War once a week. I used to watch Deepwater Horizon every night to help me sleep. Apparently, depictions of environmental disasters make me tired. But I watch Infinity War repeatedly, alert, from beginning to end. It has a great vibe. There is energy, it’s cool to look at it, entertaining, and has awesome moments.

That’s what I want from a rewatchable movie. I don’t need it to be an all-timer of a film or feel disrespectful for not watching it multiple times. I want something familiar, something I enjoy for any reason, something with moments I’m into enough to see again.

The Arianna Sinn scene does have those things. I like looking at Arianna and her body. There are a lot of small moments I enjoy, like any time her boobs bounce, or she’s getting eaten out, or a brief moment of appreciating her butt. Simple stuff. All it lacks is a Thanos battle.

But I think there is more to it. I think this scene represents what I want. Not only in porn but in life. Arianna is the type of women I would look get excited about having sex with. I wouldn’t hesitate to stop watching a Falcons game just to be in bed with her. After a year and a half being with a woman I didn’t possess that kind of physical yearning for, I watch Arianna and this scene and stare off into a fantasy world.

I think, possibly, that I’m repeatedly watching this one porn scene because I’m longing for more than a visual, a girl with huge tits, or Arianna Sinn herself. I would offer that I’m desiring a concept, an idea, or dare I suggest, a missing feeling. Fuck porn for making me feel things.

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